Fuck this I’m tired of being fucking hurt. I have nothing left to give. All I can do now is watch as my fucking relationship falls apart. But it’s all good, cause you got what you wanted in the end. Now you get to see me hurt and alone. So go live the life you’ve always wanted baby. Make it count. I won’t hold you back anymore.
I don’t want sex, I want the things that lead up to it. The slow kissing then the passionate kissing, then the pulling closer, the neck kisses, the grabbing, biting, heavy breathing, grinding, the pauses while you catch your breath, feeling each other. Oh my.
I’m gonna put a stop to my pain. Quick and easy. It’s my only way out..